Last time, she went to my house. She said i've been changed a lot i asked her how i change she listed down a few. It seem like a secret for me now. I still remember when i tell her, i hold my tear coz i was telling the stories to her the stories that i should tell , but due to some reasons i din tell to anyone. dun worry, it isnt a big matter at least im still alive now. Actually i din change i just put down the mask, be worn for so many years i still weak still breakable still being played by anyone i care i've been positive, negative, super positive and super negative these emotions are repeating always and always am i should change? am i expected too high to friend i met? i learned Let thing go am i really feel pleasure and comfort ? i know it take time but every time when that similar event happen the bad memories come agn to me last time was lucky i have someone to tell but then now i dun really know who should i tell? why i wanna tell? w...