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You know when you are stuck with unknown, the first reaction is to find out who is same with you. So am I, I googled the words "Bipolar" and I found several celebrities who have the same disorder with me. From all the list, the one who make me surprise is Demi Lovato. Luckily, in OCT she filmed a documentary which entitled as Stay Strong. During the interviews, she said the more you be transparent, the more you can be yourself. It make sense. Im not as brave as her. But I really like her including her looks and personality. I like her because she knows how to connect with people, she is a caring and kind person. I agree that being a caring person is not a desired trait that people want. This is because he/she may face a bunch of disappointments throughout his/her life. If one can choose his personality, he will want to eliminate being a soft-hearted person to protect himself. Ya. I like her today. Because she chooses to be a kind person after she has been through al...

I duno how to tell my best friends. I think they dont care anymore since I ald told them many stories when I tot im a depression patient. This time I din tell many friends like my previous time. Life is funny, Im funny. Its useless, when I think Im ruining my life.

" After being diagnosed as a bipolar disorder patient on 30th October 2018 by Dr Wee from Island hospital, my mood is even not stable.", a sentence from one of the diaries. Yes, im a patient, until now I still cannot accept it. I bought the medicine from psychiatrist, what he called it as mood stabiliser, but I havent yet used it once. My life is messy. I duno what should I do after that. I haven yet told my parents because they are just stop worrying about me because they think that im recovered from depression. Back to hospital. Doctor said im bipolar 2, I asked, "why I get diagnosed for two time?". He said my bipolar depression has the same symptom with unidepression. Okay fine. Lets die with bipolar. #evenlazytowritemyfeeling